behind every smile , theres a storyy ..

[deep breath]
i dont know where to stop but i do know that alot has to be said . its only right , and maybe ill be able to sleep better at night =/

the name is kiera thomas , i am a 20 year old female , orginally from compton , ca. noooo this isnt an autobiography . but these are the pieces of kii .

im sorry if im rambling , i mean i do have alot to say but im not very sure where i should start ..[deep breath] .. lets see. ok ive been dating since i was in 7th grade . in 7th grade , aint nothing serious so idk why i even count it . but thats when it start .

when i got to high school , thats when things got serious . i attended artesia high school and i tlkd to ALOT of guys there . some were friends , some were enemies , and ask me if i cared .. nahh i really didnt . i never really cared about what people thought about me and the choices ive made in my life , until recently . and thats kinda weird because i shoulda cared back then , rather than now .
some people call me a hoe , like they seriously look at me and see slut and thats not even the case . my mother raised me to be a respectable young lady , and in my eyes i do respect myself . to others tho , nahh . im just a pure hoe . yes , ive had sexx before and yes some of the guys knew each other but it was never intentionally . i never said ooooh ok , ima do him cuz thats his friend . no ! i would like to lie and say that most times it was on accident but yea i'd be lying . i feel badd because i feel like i fucked up my life and relationships with ppl because of the rep ive made for myself .

i smile to hide all of the shit that ive done , i talk shit so ppl'l think that i dont care but to be real honest it gets to me .