unstabled.

i dont know exactly whats going on.. im confused dude. im happy then im sad and you are to blame. got ppl thinking im hallucinating and shit. got ppl thinking im fucking myself. thats how invisible you are. you swear its because you dont want ppl in yo biz but im not a dumb bitch , i wasnt born yesterday, nor the day before that. so please know that all the bullshit games you playing, ive played em or they've been played on me...so im already knowing. im not a desperate bitch by any means, i aint never pressed for dick, money, or attention. i just WANT yours. i WANT yo dick, i WANT your attention but i dont want your money. i aint never needed a nigga for that. *pauses to answer a call from "restricted"* yea thats you calling. blocked numbers for special reasons right? anyway like i said.. i dont NEED shit from you. all i want is happiness , happiness that the last nigga couldnt give me but you aint worried about that. you worried boutt that green shit, i aint a factor. i wish i woulda knew this shit before i fucked you. it wouldnt have happend. believe that. now im stuck here with fucked up feelings..and you, man you good. aint got a fucking worry. the only time you worried about me is when im not on time, on YOUR time..ugh im getting mad sitting here thinking about this shit bc ill never fucking understand your mind! or thought process. all i know is that im a good female. i do for mines, everything i possibly can and i never ask for shit in return except respect . i cant get that so now im unstabled. i think you should watch your words for the next few days.