when it all falls down .
we started off as friends , then we snuck around and became lovers . my second sex partner is what you were , truly my first love , but did it matter back then ? nahh not too much because even back then , you couldnt man up and choose who you wanted . i played mistress for almost a full year and i never became the wife . we went our separate ways for years but whenever we crossed paths , we talked . we hung out . we did us . now its 2010 , i decided we should give it another try , this time i was the main , the one and only , or thats what i think . you were a good ass boyfriend , you told me i was the most deserving bc when were together, i didnt get shit i deserved . we were going good but we both got comfortable .. "never leave the table when you're on the heater" but i left . i felt like it wasnt going anywhere due to the fact that you gave up on us mentally . its pretty pathetic how i chose to end it and i wanted to come right back when i realized you was fucking with your ex again .. but wait! .must we get on the ex's?? YESS we SHALL ..
we broke up , the ex's became "presents" .. the same bitches you talked about like dogs , yo ass was laying right back with them , most likely catching fleas. did i leave? nah i stuck around . tried to win your heart back but i wish you woulda told me it was impossible. but i dont even wanna talk about the ex's anymore bc they have no significance in my life .
i recently got sick and the only person i wanted was you , you swore you would always be there but when the time came to step up , you stepped down . no phone calls , no hospital visits , no NOTHING .. oh just lies ! when i wanted a phone call , i got a voicemail inbox .when i wanted a text , i didnt get a reply .. and when i wanted you , i didnt get shit but a wet ass pillow bc yo ass didnt show up . i will never understand what i did for you to just turn your back on me . now you're acting funny , as if you lost interest in me and what we were . i mean im no dummy , its pretty obvious when a nigga mind is elsewhere and dont say its not on the bitches because it EVEN MORE OBVIOUS because its a different one in your bed every night , ask me how i know ... PLEASE ask me .. ok ill tell you , because IGNORANT BITCHES TALK ! but you know what , im like stooping to their levels right now but idgaf , this is my blog and i do what i want . i just needed to get this off my chest bc i cant talk to you about it ...
none the less , i love you with alot of me , you are indeed a huge part of me but why continue to get hurt by someone who obviously doesnt give a fuck when it all falls down ?
my name is kaytee and i approve this blog.
love , live , & laugh ..
god puts new ppl in your life for a reason , its up to you to decide what you gonna do with them :)
