you left.

you swore you would never leave me , you said it yourself , "i swear ill never leave you" but i left first , and even though i came back , you being gone just isnt what i thought it'd be like . i know you arent dead but you're alive w.o any communication so it seems that way at times. i just wanna be able to talk to you , text you , see you & all of thee above. i cant though. none of us can . i know i should be worried about myself right now but im really worried about you . how are you doing in there? are you eating the nasty food? do you have your jacket and beenie? i hope they gave you a cover , a good one , because you deserve the countys best.. i would be lying if i said i didnt miss you , but i think time away from all this bullshit will be good for you , its like you're on vacation , prolly not the best destination but you're lucky to get a piece of mind . you being gone makes me wonder. it has opened my eyes. i wanna be the one by your side but its only obvious that im being pushed to the side , by the ones who think they're more loyal than i am . yea kiera you shouldnt worry about it , but im only human and id be lying if i said i wasnt hurt by it . the ones that you dont mess with are teh main ones yelling all this "free him" shit . i dont like being one of the many ..it hurts my feelings because i feel like im trying my hardest to be the one for you and you aint even paying attention. ive told you this time after time and its like now it hit me that things may never change because you are really a player lost in the game . but im not gonna be the ignorant bitch that fights over you , im not . you wouldnt do it for me and i am not bout to belittle myself and do it because of you . i love you with all of my heart , with every piece of me but idk , i think its best if i leave .


free bay . and when you're free'd , live life to the fullest , it'll be less drama without me .

-skar