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Thursday, April 1, 2010

when it hurts.

when it hurts , we sometimes dont have the strength to walk away but we know we shouldnt stay. personally , when it hurts , it feels normal to me and i know that isnt right at all. there are happy days and then there are bad days but lately i been feeling like ive been making all his days bad. from the time he wakes up and checks his phone , i feel like he sees my name and cringe. when i call him in the morning , i feel like hes hesitant to pick up the phone and to make matters worst , when he answers , he sounds like he doesnt wanna talk to me but im suppose to wanna stay on the phone?? i dont get it . you fell in love with me , KIERA THOMAS , and now it seems like you want me to be someone else. i cant be anyone but myself . ive changed but so have you =( .

you were once the most understanding person i knew , i could talk to you about any and everything . you accepted me for me and you loved me for me. back when we were in high school , you dogged the shit outta me and i was still there , i never left your side . even though you put so many bitches over me , there was never a nigga over you . i still dont do that shit . ive let go of plenty to start a life with you but you act as if you dont want it and it hurts like hell. if i wanted the constant arguments , i woulda stayed fucking with them niggas from my past. when we started over , we never argued . NEVER! it was all laughs and giggles.


when it hurts .