its been a while

its been a while since ive taken the time to write anything. i dont know why though, i have alot on my mind but its harder to write these days. writing completes me, it makes me happy, i feel alot better when i do it but i just havent done it. whats new? i am now 24 years old, still dont have any kids but my day is coming. i am officially in a relationship for the first time since 2009 & i might be at my happiest point in life. i remember writing things about the perfect man, my perfect man and i got just that. i have a man that listens to me, laughs with me, has patience with me, he has broke down every wall ive built in the past & he never gives up on me. hes my perfect man. other than love, ive just been doing what i gotta do to stay up .. ill continue to do it ..