The one I couldn't let go

The day I finally paid attention to you, you had just come home from a business trip. I seen you outside, the sun hit your skin the right way and I swear I felt like I stared for hours. Your light brown eyes and fresh cut was enough to make me look for you on a social network. FOUND YOU. BEFRIENDED YOU & FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU. 

yea shit got tricky and rocky. we had a few ups and downs, went a few months without talking but when you came back around, those walls I built came crashing down. one step at a time, I told myself I was gonna get the Man I fell in love with. My old man. we became BFF's and that's all she wrote.

You officially became mine 3.20.14. The happiest day of my life. 

won't do it for twitter

I won't tweet the fact that my feelings are extremely hurt. I won't tweet the fact that one of my followers are to blame. I won't tweet the fact that just last night, you found your favorite spot in my Love cave and left a few visitors there. I won't tweet the fact that this morning when you woke up outta your sleep, it was me that you reached out to touch, I guess to make sure I was still there. I won't tweet the fact that no matter what I say, the fear of losing you is the biggest fear I have with this friendship. I won't tweet the fact that I can't open up to you bc I'm afraid that you'll use it against me or run away. 

I won't tweet the fact that my feelings are extremely hurt right now. I just gave you my last and in the same breath you find yourself turning your back on me. Over a locked door. It's so much other stuff to bicker and be mad about but this is what you choose on a Saturday night? 

I won't tweet it, I won't do it .