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I'm not sure what exactly this feeling is but I know it makes my heart flutter. I sometimes tremble when it comes over me, it's like at that very second, you're in my presence but in reality, it's your spirit surrounding me. It becomes hard for me to speak, I can barely even think. My mind is so clouded with the questions that have gone unanswered , the things left unsaid, it's getting really bad. The negative is starting to overshadow the positive shit. It's this part of building a relationship I wish I could skip