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Monday, December 13, 2010

thanx for returning the smile :)



where do i start with this . i have never had something that seemed so promising just disappear in thin air . when i met him , i didnt wanna fall but truth be told , i fell.. time had nothing to do with it , neither did age . you cant put a time or age limit on your feelings . contrary to what others may think , its uncontrollable.

i have no reason to hate you , so i dont . although i am a tad bit upset with you and your decisions and actions, i cant be mad though . honesty is something i take serious and you never lied , you didnt sugarcoat shit but at the same time , you didnt reveal your true intentions . i wish you woulda , maybe i wouldnt have put all my eggs in one basket but hey , it happens. you gave me a reason to smile again , im actually smiling at the thought of your smile right now . nothing psycho-ish tho lol . in the short time that we talked , you taught me how to move on from a bad situation and i truly thank you for that . before we started talking , i was prolly doing the theee dumbest ish ever . i gave it up tho . left it alone and it took alot for me to do that so just know you did have an impact on me . im not sure what this would become bc of the current circumstances , but i wish you nothing but the besttttt :)

ChoC .

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