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Friday, September 16, 2016

Frat Tales Revised Snippet

Hey night owls!
So I'm finally completing Frat Tales Kase University. I guess you can say Im excited about going back to Houston for HC2k16!

anywho... meet Tray...Tommy's Line Brother...

Travaughn
(Tray is Tommy’s LB”
A few weeks ago..
“Bro just hook me up with her” I looked over my shoulder to make sure nobody was eavesdropping. I hated for some of my bros to know my business.
Tommy looked at me out the corner of his eyes as we sat in the living room of the frat house.
“You know her twin dont fuck with us and he extra as fuck. We don't need that kind of attention right now. Too close to homecoming”
“Thats why nobody will know unless it gets serious. Ain't you going to see her today?” I pressed Tommy, I was gonna get my chance one way or another.
“Yes, I'm going to move my girl stuff into their new place” Tommy looked at the smirk I wore. “Man no!” he objected.
“Man bro, I'm just going to help y'all, nothing more” I held up my hand as if I was surrendering.
“And if you see her brother, behave and respect her home. Yard shit stays on the yard” Tommy looked at me sternly.
“Okay pops” I laughed and stood up to go get ready.
“Fuck you” He spat as I walked out the living room.

When I got to my room, I sat down at the foot of my bed and tried to think back when I actually took the time to LIKE a female. I mean, I liked them, a few of them actually but I only liked them to fuck on when I wanted to. Never really gave females the time of day, guess you can blame that on my relationship with my mom but that's a whole nother chapter. It was something about DJ though, something made her stand out from all the other girls. DJ had an aura around her that was just magnetic. It’d pull you in like a moth to a flame. We have a class together and everytime she walks in, I'm drawn to her. I have to stop myself from staring at her a lot of times. I wonder if she notices me though, I compliment her perfume everyday even if it smells the same as the day before. She would always smile and say thank you. I told myself a while ago that she would be my girl and I meant it, until I found out she has a twin brother. Her having a twin brother wasn't the problem, the problem was that the nigga was a "Loose Leg" and it's a known fact that the Swaggys don't fuck with them. ESPECIALLY her twin. He’s the most flamboyant loose leg nigga on the yard. He always had to be seen or heard, that's bitch shit that my frat don't have to do. We’re Swaggys, We make the grades, We get bitches and we brag different.
“Yo man let's go” Tommy scared me out of my damn daydream.
“Next time knock nigga” I said as I got up and grabbed a hoodie off the bed post.
“Fuck you lover boy” he laughed as we walked out of the house.
The drive to DJ and Lori’s new place wasn't very long. The streets were pretty empty so we cruised down the road, LiL Uzi Vert blasting through the speakers. I was actually surprised when I heard the music that was playing because Tommy was known to his native shit from time to time.
“Aye bruh this shit ain't far at all” I talked over the music before Tommy turned it down using the steering wheel controls. He nodded his head, he was in deep thought about something.
“Yea now she’ll be at the perfect distance” he smiled as he thought about Lori I assumed.
“You really like her huh” I looked over at Tommy, almost jealous of the shit he felt.
“I love her man. Had she killed herself I’d never be the same” he shook his head as he killed the ignition.
“Behave man” he mumbled as he looked out the window. Bringing my attention to what had his, I watched Dj’s twin and a few of his LB’s moving couches into the apartment.
“I am” I spoke through clenched jaw.
My blood began to boil as I reached for the door handle and noticed one of the “loose legs” too close to DJ.
“Hey DJ” Tommy called out to her as we walked closer to the apartment building. When DJ heard her name, she turned around to see who it was and she smiled. The look she gave me was kinda different, she looked surprised and scared at the same time. She wore a pair of cotton shorts, stopping right above her knees. Her thick chocolate thighs looked so flawless and soft. The cut off shirt she wore had the word “BARB’S” airbrushed across it, stopping right above her navel exposing her curves. Natural long hair pulled up at the top of her into a messy ponytail, I almost started drooling as I eyed her.
“Hey Tommy…” she looked at me “I don't think I’ve ever been introduced to you but we got a class together huh?”
“Tray” I extended my hand.
“Nice to meet you Tray” her soft hand grazed mine and I almost nutted.
“Pleasure’s all mine” I smiled at her, instantly she started blushing.
“I didn't know you asked the dogs to help you move sis” his voice was like nails on a chalkboard to a nigga. DJ brother approached us with his LB’s in tow, not scaring a damn fly.
“Don't start twin” she rolled her eyes in frustration. “They are here to move Lori’s things” she read him.
“Why though” he questioned.
“She’s my girl” Tommy stepped up real quick. Being the territorial person he was, he would never let anyone disrespect a female, especially HIS female.
“Oh she too good to have her shit moved by us?” the nigga almost sounded hurt.
“Yes her shit too good to be touched by ya’ll. Cmon bruh” Tommy looked at me and started walking toward the truck.
DJ look frustrated “Hey everything is in there. I didn't let anyone touch her things. Are you going to put her word wall back up?”
Tommy smiled “Of course”
We walked inside the truck to see how much we had to do, it wasn't a lot at all.
“Aye that niggas asking for it” I said as I looked back and seen DJ going in on her twin. She clearly wasn't happy with his behavior neither.
“Yea that nigga gone find himself in a bad situation if he keeps trying me” Tommy shrugged as he walked down the ramp with a lamp in his hand.
It was a known fact that Tommy was missing a few screws. So we tried to keep him calm for the most part.
“Chill out bro. Remember I’m the one expected to act out” I laughed
“You right, let's get this out the way so we can shake” Tommy walked the lamp inside of the house and returned a few seconds later. We moved all of Lori’s things into her new room and I wanted Tommy and DJ put her word wall up.
“So she just likes words?” I asked as I watched them tape hundreds of index cards on her wall.
“Logophile is the correct term for it” DJ replied.
“My bad dictionary” I smirked when I heard her sigh loudly.
“Y'all two knock it off” Tommy laughed at us. “Acting like school children”
We both looked at Tommy like “nigga please” before we all burst out in laughter.
“Seriously though, thank you guys” Dj turned to look at me “Lori is gonna be so happy”
“When does she come back?” I asked.
“Next week when the semester starts. It's our senior year!!!” DJ boasted.
“Is she ready to come back?” Tommy asked DJ in a low tone.
“I think she's more than ready” DJ replied with an assuring smile. I smiled at her smiling and got caught when she turned to look at me. Shit.


Sunday, September 11, 2016

September came fast....

I know I know, I've been MIA again..and again and again and ...... yea one moe time...AGAIN. I have that really bad and I apologize. I just really needed a break from trying to finish a book. Writing is easy when its just happening on its own but once you try to force it, nothing happens. I've found myself to be constipated.. LOL .. not literally but mentally. Writing wise. I have soooo many good story ideas and outlines but when I sit down and try to make myself but things together, I just freeze. Everything goes blank. feel lost, I begin to look for a blunt. Once the blunt is lit, everything really just vanishes except I can write poems when im high. I feel like thats when I have my most erotic thoughts so those poems are always pretty good. Recently though, I started the novel, One Kiss, Two Bullets... Now when I started the novel, I was on a roll. literally writing every day until me and my protagonist fell out. THATS MY ISSUE! I tend to write books about situations I've been in and if i dont finish the book before the situation ends, the book will never be finished. Its like i hate going back to read what I wrote about a person when I was feeling them, especially if it went sour. ooooohhhh its so hard! but I am going to finish that one. Thats gonna be a good book too.. mark my words lol..Today I started working on FRAT TALES p.2.. I feel like Lori and Tommy didnt get a fair chance at a happy ending. things ended fast and I left alot of questions unanswered so in the next few weeks, we shall see how thats gonna be... I think thats gonna be yet another good story once its complete lol. I hate not being able to write as often as my fellow writers, I do want to get better with my fans though bc I know I have a few out there.. I SEE YALL lol.. frfr.. I appreciate yall too.. dont yall ever forget that.

I am a work in progress..
I have work in progress..
my life is a mess..

I am K.Tanae..

the beautiful mess..

(stoned entry :-*)

Thursday, July 14, 2016

When you're giving yourself hope..


Remember the first time you entered me,
You referred to my body as my temple,
That one word alone made me tremble.
You kissed me with precision and touched every spot with accuracy,
Is this man really my king,
HE HAS TO BE.

Back arched, legs bent back around my neck
The look in your eyes let's me know that you're vexed
Licking and sucking
Kissing and rubbing
You did enough that first time
To make it one of the best times
I must've came 100 times
In the short time we had to spare.
I floated out of your room that day
February 19th
Two days after my birthday and I was still receiving gifts
The best gift came from you though
So simple yet so complex
The gift of touching,
The gift of fucking,
Make me feel you in places I've felt no other
The gift of taking my words and replacing them with stutters
Trying to get the words out
Unable to express anything verbally
I tried to speak but your tongue took every word I tried to say
February 19th
I'll never forget the date.

Remember the first time you entered me?
You referred to my body as my temple
That one word alone still makes me tremble
You still have the same effect on me
No matter how hard I try to be
Your presence excites me
Your kisses weaken me

I'll never forget the first time you entered me...

KT♥️

Sunday, July 3, 2016

Something about him .. YM..

It's something about him

I don't know,
It's something about him,
it's like when I'm around him,
my heart constantly skips beats..some times it's so bad, I kiss him just to make it less obvious,
his kisses leave me breathless and unable to speak, the first man to ever leave me speechless,
I don't know, it's something about him.

I try to stay away, I've had my attempts of going MIA but I couldn't stay away. I'd be the one to send the text..the text that always leads to sex. Knowing exactly what I was doing,
"pull up" "OMW" "Outside" "Okay here I come"
Blunt in rotation
Kisses, conversation
Nothing else matters when I'm with him,
I look at my phone just so I won't get caught looking at him.
His eyes, heavy lidded, eyelashes long and thick, his lips, soft and full, perfection at it its finest,
Button nose of a King,
His hair, long & locked at the ends
A beautiful human being.

Once we get out the car,
My hearts trippin again..skipping beats & shit,
I hold it together,
trying to relax as I lie in your bed just waiting for you to touch me.
Your touch,
it sends chills through my entire being
My eyes close as soon as your lips touch mine.

There goes my heart again, my body too
The reaction my body has to your touch, I can't really explain it but its a rush,
My legs quiver, anticipating your hand, your tongue & its tricks. It never fails, every time your tongue touches, you hit the spots, all the right spots

My pussy drips just because I'm in your presence, the thrill, the aggression
So rough yet gentle, I open my legs to you with no hesitation,
I don't know ,
It's something about you.

Thrusting, kissing, scratching, biting,
My body craves you,
You excite me and relax me at the same time, I know that sounds crazy but it's the truth...
Man I don't know..it's something about you

Tongue tricks on your dick,
I do it willingly, pleasing my king is a must , it is only you with my body I'll ever trust,
I know..it's something about you...

There was a time ..

There was a time when I didn't need you,
I needed you before,
Years ago but you never came back,
I guess I finally got over that ...

Just to let you in all over again ..

Before your mouth touched me,
You words had me,
Your vibe serenaded me,
The shit is wild when I think back on it
It was a thrill
I never expected it out of you
I think that's what really made me want you
But you never really wanted me
Not all of me at least
Just me sexually
You liked that part of me

I just wanted all of you..
My poetry isn't really poetry but I'm sure it rhymes in my head right now
I feel like a rapper sitting in this alley..
Daydreaming about you and me
That was corny but ahha its the truth

I just want all you ...

7.2.16

Tuesday, June 21, 2016

62016 always gonna be yours

62016 - it's yours, always gonna be yours..

He said he was gonna take his time tonight ...said we were gonna go rounds tonight.. All that shit I talked about it being the last night, make it the best night , really had my mind set on leaving, walking away, not looking back but after those rounds, me leaving? Nah not quite..

The way you walked around the room, taking off your clothes. I watched you pull your locks up, that man bun gets me every time...

The way he fucked my mouth, spit dripping from the corners..pulling my head further on his dick, no gaggin bih, no gaggin bih! Relax your throat and make that shit work..pull it out my mouth, wet and sloppy, rub it in on my lips ..spit dripping everywhere and you lean down for a kiss ...

Your tongue crashes into mine, i swear it's like we stuck right there in that moment of time, every time.

Missionary, I feel you inching in..you tell me not to move, tell me to let you do you..pussy ain't never been as wet as it was last night. I don't move, I let you give me every inch. Pussy throbbing while own it plays , it's yours daddy, it's yours...I just love when I'm with you, the shit is on ten...

Friday, June 17, 2016

Untitled New Snippet


61717..


"We don't have to do it again, I thought I wanted it one more time but I really don't think it's a good idea" I walked away from the bed after I grabbed my bag.
"Where are you going in the middle of the night though? Relax queen, it's not that deep" he always downplayed my feelings. I didn't say anything, kept walking toward the front door of his apartment.
He pushed passed me and blocked the door so I couldn't get out.
"I really don't think you need to be leaving at three something in the morning Kia" he looked sincere but I'd heard these words too many times before. Always followed by one of his kisses that made me weak to my knees. Not this time though. As hard as it would be to really leave him alone, I had to start the process.
His locks hung loosely in his face, pulling a few of them back, he looked at me.
"I don't know what I did to you but I don't want you to leave. Not like this, not right now" he reached out to touch my cheek, I took a step back. We both are fully aware of what his touch is capable of. He looked at me sideways "why are you being like this Kia?" The nerve, I thought to myself. I felt my eyes burning, the anxious feeling that made its way through my body let me know if I opened my mouth, tears would fall.
"You can't give me what I need, you have no intentions of even trying and I'm not just okay with fucking on you" the tears cascaded down my cheeks. He reached out to touch me again but again, I moved out of the way.
"You're okay with this, I can act like I am but I'm not. I love you Lo, I've loved you for a long time now" I sniffled between sobs "I just can't. If you can give me more than this...more than this bomb ass sex and conversations then I'll stay but if you can't and you know you don't have any intentions of doing so, let me leave" I felt like I'd been holding that in forever. Lotus looked surprised, I thought I saw a glimmer of hope in his eyes, like he was finally gonna man up for me. He exhaled and moved out of the doorway. I guess I got my answer. Barely able to keep myself together, I struggled but I didn't break down in front of him. When I made it to my car, I looked back, just to see if he was gonna have a change of heart and run after me. He didn't. I watched the lights in his house go off and I made a vow to myself that that would be the last time any man had that kind of power over me..